changes...

I'm only human, I make mistakes and apologize when needed. I live out loud and not afraid to be dorky. I love my life & friends and wouldn't trade them for the world. I'm only 20 but realizing a lot. Sometimes a simple "I'm sorry" should suffice; but if it can't then hey I tried. I'm loving life and I won't apologize for it. I have an amazing guy in my life, that treats me well. I can honestly say Stacey, Ashley, Mikey, Carmen, and Sarah are my best friends. They have seen me cry, laugh, fake a smile and be stupid. They accept me even at my worst. They know everything I go through and help as much as possible. Guys words, can't describe how much I love you all :)

..there are times where things in life don't make sense. You wonder why friends can drift apart or why people from your past never made it to your future. The thing is, you can never say too many I love you's and you can never give enough hugs. There are people I wish I could speak to again and fix things with but I'm just not sure how..

bring it baby

9 days into the new year and I realized if I don't start now I never will. Thanks to Flawless & JJ for the inspiration.

2012 Goals:

1. Lose 10-20 pounds; more but I'm starting small.
2. Find "A Place You Have Come To Fear The Most" and fight it.
3. Become obsessed with success.
4. Get back into acting.
5. Get into a university.
6. Get a better job.

more to come but this is what I have figured so far :)

2011 in review

Learned who my real best friends are.
Went through more trials than most know.
Had great nights and bad nights.
Learned more about myself.
Gained my faith back.
Lost friends, gained friends.


it was a great year, the last few months tested me and everything I believe in. I overcame the trails and came out a champ. Now on to 2012;; 9 days in and I'm ready to go.