bring it baby

9 days into the new year and I realized if I don't start now I never will. Thanks to Flawless & JJ for the inspiration.

2012 Goals:

1. Lose 10-20 pounds; more but I'm starting small.
2. Find "A Place You Have Come To Fear The Most" and fight it.
3. Become obsessed with success.
4. Get back into acting.
5. Get into a university.
6. Get a better job.

more to come but this is what I have figured so far :)

2011 in review

Learned who my real best friends are.
Went through more trials than most know.
Had great nights and bad nights.
Learned more about myself.
Gained my faith back.
Lost friends, gained friends.


it was a great year, the last few months tested me and everything I believe in. I overcame the trails and came out a champ. Now on to 2012;; 9 days in and I'm ready to go.

Dear Grandma,

I miss you and I really wish you were here. I need you soo badly, and I need the security I haven't felt since you left this Earth. I really need you. You were one of the best things I ever had in my life.

In Another Life

The life of a 20 year old.

Let's just say growing up is soo much fun! I miss the days where I depended on mommy and dad for everything; but i LOVE paying for my shit! I'm growing up and loving it!

Life:
Great job at Polo Ralph Lauren. I love it & everyone there!
I'm not gonna lie I party with friends, which I never did before.
I'm maturing into a woman, that knows what she wants.
I'm classy yet wild.
I'm going through things and I'm comin out a winner.

Friends:
Whew this is a whirl wind. I have discovered who my real friends are.
It's amazing who is there for you and who, depsite promises to always be there, isn't.
I thank goodness I found out who they are.
We're a crazy bunch but I love them!

Boys:
Do you love me? oh do you love me? I say so.

boys.boys.boys.what.the.heck?
Well I am single, and loving it.
Well sorta there is one boy who caught my eye.
Darn blue eyed boy with a great smile.