picking up the pieces

"Maybe the moon's just a whole in the sky
One day at a time my world is shatterin
Maybe the answers to never ask why
As I watch my life unravelin"

Heres everything that's on my mind plain and simple. I'm not super woman nor will i try to be anymore. I know no matter what i need to live life because there's things i cant change. There is one thing i can change though- MY happiness. So i'm living each day as if it's my last.

my Godfather is in stage 4 of cancer, he's in surgery as i sit here typing. He's been so strong through this and i'm proud; but at the same time worried. School starts in the winter. New boy is amazing, although we're currently just friends. I feel like im gaining a piece of myself that I've lost. I'm the strongest person according to most of my friends, yet i break down from time to time. I'm complicated yet so simple. i have the bestestestest friend ever named Jenifer, and we have countless memories. I'm living life the way i want. Things aren't perfect nor do i ever except them to be. So all in all life has been good; but i'm determined to make it GREAT.


xoxo
me

P.S.

its good news; no new cancer, just scar tissue that was messin things up :]