Rule #1: you don't me. As much as you probably think you do; you don't. It may look like I have it easy, and I have the easiest life ever, i'm spoiled etc. Here's the thing- walk a mile in my shoes. Yeah there are a lot of things I have easy, yeah I'm spoiled BUT you will never know what it's like in my head. Most of the time I don't say the things I should. You don't know the shit I face, the shit I go through. I have a tough exterior for a reason. You don't know me, most of the people who think they know me- they don't.
Rule #2: guy mentality/winning duh! I say it cause it's funnier to play the field, but in reality deep down i'm a hopeless romantic. I hope he'd sweep me off my feet. Truth is, right now- i don't think there is a prince out there. I'd sue disney for false advertisement(i even know the penal code). I would love to be in a relationship, but right now there is shit i gotta be straight with myself. I gotta know I can make something of myself before tryin to be with someone else. just dating or not. of course that doesn't stop me from falling for certain guys- cause i'm winning duuuuuuhhhhh. there. you. go. that was what i needed to get off my chest. it's been bottled inside a while.
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